Well

I had held off on posting this because frankly I was too angry to think coherently about the fact that once again my husband is unemployed. I kinda sat down in the middle of the road and gave up for a few days before my momma wolf (I don't identify with the bear) stood up and howled and got her fire back. I am still depressed about the whole thing but there isn't really anything I can do about it. We have the money to pay bills but it would be nice to take care of the things around the house that have been waiting for two years now like a lawnmower and fixing the crumbling front porch. Hoping that something will come up soon. March is almost over!

Epiphiany at 2 am

Epiphany is a funny thing, especially at nearly two am when I am supposed to be asleep. Celebrated my birthday this past week and partied until I couldn't stand straight anymore and now I cannot sleep. My dread of March hasn't lessened from last year but so far it's been fairly tolerable. Considering the past year with all it's downs and not many ups I think I deserved the break. Despite my lack of posting here I am still on a totally unique personal spiritual journey even if Star Wars is eating my life. I am getting ready for spring and a massive upgrade to my garden. Planing this year with a friend who just bought a house last fall and has a love of organic gardening that rivals my own. Also looking forward to canning in the fall. And possibly chickens next year sometime. Lil 'un has been asking for a year for some and I can only say no for so long.......I have a little farmer boy in the making. Epiphany in the middle of the night that in vegan cooking they use eggs substitutes that lil 'un may actually not be allergic to so I should maybe invite my vegan friend over for a cooking lesson. She is Puerto Rican and her enchiladas are unmatched. If I am up at such a crazy hour again maybe I'll post how it goes.